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الأربعاء، أكتوبر 23، 2019

Hold on to me...


Hold on to me...
Don't let me go...
That's me here came to you....
Making you my own King...
Hold on to me...
Don't let me go...
that's me who cares for you...
Making everything i can to make you Happy...
Hold on to me...
Don't let me go...
You know i'm only human after all doing the best i can...
Making you my own king..
Hold on to it...
Don't let it go..
It's the only idea you've now..
It's the only chance for you to survive now..
it's the only pathway to what you want...
It's your only chance for salvation...

Stay with me...


Stay with me...
You say I'm crazy...
I don't want you to leave...
Will you hold my hand?!...
Stay with me...
You made me feel as though I was enough...
I pulled you over close to my chest..
I know i needed you but i never show...
I pulled you over close to my chest...
Stay with me...
I know i'm not the one...
I know i'm not the one...
Baby oh baby oh baby...
Stay with me...
Please don't invite me again to your dreams...
I'm not close enough to be there yet...
Please don't invite me again to your dreams...
I'm not close enough to be there yet...
Stay with me...
I know i'm not the one...
I know i'm not the one...
Baby oh baby baby...
Baby oh baby baby...
I don't know what did you do to me...
i can't see anything...
You're the only light I see now...
You're the sun in my darkness...
You're the logic in my blur dreams...
You're the land after my long sailing...
You're my Campos in my uncertainty...
Stay with me....

الجمعة، أغسطس 16، 2019

My dear Friend

It’s not an easy job to maintain your inner peace when you’ve someone who is close to you, and you just got the news this person just passed away... You’re in shock.,, State of unbelieving State of No way State of ignoring the fact he didn’t travel or immigrate as he planned Just passed away used to be there Supporting everyone Never let anyone down But the fact is he was a big asshole by letting himself down. Dying like that You met him in another world Got diagnosed with cancer Made a surgery Told everyone the surgery went fine But the fact is.. It went south... But it’s not still easy for that person or the family after fighting cancer for some time and they just got some hope that he’s going to be ok... But the truth is he accepted the reality that there’s no more time for him so he chose to keep it as a secret and continue life like nothing happened or will happen accepted the destiny that it might be only a couple of years to kick in then to stop kicking at all.. I think he was at some point an idiot to stop fighting for living and the only regret he started to feel when he suddenly accidentally fall in love... He just recalled the days when he had only one shot but decided to leave behind just because of the treatment was going to ruin him and maybe lose his manhood... Shit... I hate you because you decided to gave up... I hate you because you chose to leave quickly and secretly... I hate that you were always there for me but now I can’t rely on anyone ... I can’t take a decision you were my balance... Dear friend
#mydearfriend
Dear brother Dear partner I’m sorry for all the mistakes I had done to you I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for while you where for me I’m sorry for not being the good friend that expected I miss you already I can’t imagine this life with out just a great friend like you You found love at the end I hope you enjoyed it Rest In Peace bro One day I’ll be there too catching up with you telling about all the ups and downs.. Life is not the same and won’t be You were there in my darkest moment You told me once “don’t fear failure, but be scared of regret” I pray that you’re not regretting anything My dear friend Rest In Peace #zeinsdairy #hesdead
#rip

الاثنين، ديسمبر 30، 2013

I want to live now

 I want to live now

No doubt this how we broke up 
suddenly both of us started to feel bored
no progress
nothing to move on with
we decided it's better to brick our bound with out holding any feeling to each other
1st few days were totally fine
2nd few weeks we started to talk again
3rd few months we started to show how deeply we miss each other
once upon a time
I proposed and she smiled but said no
she broke my heart
asked her why ? but she said just no is enough no reasons for saying no take it or leave it
then asked me the weirdest question I'd ever hear to not ask that again
with tears in my eyes and shaking in my voice I promised her to not ask her again
"I promise you I won't do with all my heart I promise you"
"I won't take your hand ever but I'll love you for ever I promise you"
"you'll always be a good memory in my mind"
"there's nothing to worry about I'm totally yours"
but I'll never forget the way you looked in my eyes when you said "No"
your eyes were glaceing to me in a very ironic way
 then you said "enough!!"
few weeks after I figure out you were cheating on me.....
so  all by my self I can survive I don't need anyone this time
yeah I figured it out by my self that too much love will kill you
I still feel betrayed but no one told me before that too much love will kill me
finally I started to read signs
I want to live now

M.A.Zeineddin

الأحد، ديسمبر 29، 2013

Is It love?

Once upon a time.....
Is It love?
Is It love?
What I already feel deep inside my heart towards you
each time I see you I feel totally amazed
life is totally different around you
what can I say about you when I recall any of our memories together....
Is It love?
Is It love?
Is It love? to be crazy about someone
Is It love? to miss someone
Once upon a time......
To just walk away.....
because I can't keep you anymore so I had to let you go.....
No need to show a broken heart.....
Don't turn around,
Don't pretend that you do have a broken heart....
Don't ever try to come a cross....
Please Just say good bye...
You'll see that I can go on for other days....
No matter what you think....
No matter what you feel.....
No matter what you believe....
Once upon a time......
I gave you already to much love that killed everything......
Nothing last forever baby.....
M.A.Zeineddin

الاثنين، يوليو 08، 2013

Don't cry mom



Don't cry mom
Written by Muhammad Ahmed Zeineddin


I wasn't the son you expected

Don't cry mom

I swear I was the worst kid you ever had

Don't cry mom

If I died physically because I'm already dead long time ago

Don't cry mom

I know you won't listen to me


Don't cry mom

now you won't listen to my words and you’ll be so frustrated and have a broken heart ,but at least you won’t trade or walk on my own blood....

Don’t cry mom

Because i never believed in you

Don’t cry mom

I Know I’m your last kid ,last dream and hope for salvation but I believe one day you’ll have a kid or even kids better than me believe in you and have a loyalty to you.

Don’t cry mom

I don’t deserve any single drop of your tears when my brother just gave up and decided to ignore my bad actions.

Don’t cry mom

I was the worst kid you ever had

Don’t cry mom

I wasn’t the god loyal kid when I decided to leave

Don’t cry mom

I just killed my brother by my own hands

Don’t cry mom

  Because there’s no matter for your tears any more

Please just stop
Don’t cry

الأربعاء، يونيو 05، 2013

5th of June

Today is the worst day ever in modern Egyptian history a day like that 5th of June 1967 we lost a lot of our people we loved, a husband, a wife,a child, a mother, a sister,  a brother , a son, a daughter , lover....everyone in Egypt someone s/he loved
My father came back home after few days of that day forced to walk carrying all the shame that he didn't expect ever in his life also almost losing his eyes sight,some of his friends lost them life during that day, most get injured, It's the black day in our history ever it's the first of what Israel called "the six days war"
Egypt lost sinai ,Syria lost al goulan every other Arabian lost honer and become sad...
I hate War I always hate it and my country never join a war unless we're forced also my religion as a Muslim never allow me to attack anybody by any meaning , so I'm so so sorry for bringing this up but it's just something we should all avoid it's called "WAR" and I don't agree with anybody who start a war for non-sense imagining that there's no price for it ,every thing has a price and the price you pay for a war is blood ,somebody you love ,and  hatred .....
By all meaning please try  stop any kind of fight around you,and let's all pray for people we lost in war to Allah/God/Lord to give them his mercy ......

From Cairo,Egypt,
11:14 /June 5th 2013
Zein

الاثنين، ديسمبر 17، 2012

Once....



Once… 

Written by Muhammad Ahmed Zeineddin 

Reviewed by Vanessa stocker 


Once upon a time,
The sun was shining – 

No clouds, 
No rain,
The weather was pretty awesome.
Life was smiling at him. 
It seemed as if he had gotten everything he had dreamed about all his life.
*-*-*
Once… 
Once upon a time,
The sky was foggy – 

Full of clouds and mist,
Heavy rain.
The weather was so bad.
Everything was crying and screaming at her.
It seemed like the worst day ever in her life.
-*-*-
Once…
Once upon a time, 
He was recalling their first date when she told him that he was the first one to make her heart beat.
-*-*-
Once…
Once upon a time, 
she was recalling the last time she saw him, when she started screaming. She told him to go out with other girls and she never, ever wanted him to take care of her. She just left him. Then after a while, she realized that she didn’t know how much she was in love with him – how much she missed him.. She phoned him, trying to get him back, but he was so cold – more than dry ice and liquid nitrogen. His words, his tone were colder than the bleak nothingness of space. When she tried to explain to him that she was wrong to break up with him, he just stopped her saying “Actually, we didn’t break up because we never had a relationship. Gotta go.” From this moment, she began to lose her mind because she lost her lover – the one who had made her feel like a queen…as if she owned all the world…..
-*-*-
Once…
Once upon a time, 
He recalled the first time they met – when he felt that she was the chosen one for him. He wanted to look into her eyes for no reason – just look into them and become lost in their ocean. He remembered the last time they met, when he told her that if she came to him, he would never let her go.
It was a long time ago, but every time he reminisced, it seemed as if it were happening live in front of his eyes. It gave him inner-peace and always brought a big smile to his face.
-*-*-
Once… 
Once upon a time, 
She was seeking some sign that she was his chosen one, but unfortunately he didn’t ever show this to her. He pretended to be her lover. It broke her heart and transformed her spirit to one of darkness….
-*-*-
Once… 
Once upon a time, 
He was with her telling her that if she left him, she would never again have a chance to be in his life – ever. His faith in himself had grown to make him believe there is one for him – one who would simply show up one day. One who would never leave him… 






الثلاثاء، أكتوبر 23، 2012

Dead man's thoughts


Dead man's thoughts
By Muhammad Ahmed Zeineddin

I can see my sadness through it,
I can see my weakness through it,
I can see my shameless through it,
I wish I can feel it like before,
I wished that I could play it someday,
When your heart became blind what can you see through white light,through sunrise actually because it you blinded your heart from the truth that you still human,you can be harmful or harmless.
When you sit over there in that corner of your dark spot,when people try to help you but them help it's just hopeless,it's nothing,it's just helpless,
when you try to look in the mirror and you see nothing  except a shadow of human being,O My Lord O My Lord
Did I lose it?Did I lose my humanity?
Did I become another being?
Why my heart and my eye can't see you after ending the darkness?
Why It's not beating anymore....
O I got it.
I'm dead body now....

الاثنين، أكتوبر 03، 2011

Guilty

Guilty


Yea, I’m guilty cuz I let you go !!!
Yea, I’m guilty cuz I didn’t tell you that I……you!!
Feelings
I thought that I don’t have any kind of feeling for somebody
But now I’m pretty much sure I’ve you in my Heart
Showing
For me it’s very hard to show this kind of feeling
But when I show it I become far away crazy with it
Believes
I’ve this kind of believe that I won you what ever happened
Fear
Yea, kind of I become have this kind of fearing of losing some body
Weak
Weak cuz  I didn’t have even courage enough to tell you that I LIKE YOU
2nd Chance
I hope to have it soon; I wish I could be with you
Light
It’s something completely not as before, not as after
Is it a new life
Or just feeling GUILTY


الاثنين، سبتمبر 26، 2011

You

You
Like an idea
Coming quickly threw my mind
Like a smile
Coming from small child
You came into my mind
With out any idea or control
Just like some body who ac crossing the borders with out any visa or passport
You
I don’t know really who are you?
You
I don’t know why i start to like you?
You
Like a nice dream in my whole nightmare
You
More then what i expected in my whole life
You
I don’t  want you to know that i like you
You
The only one i felt some connection between me &you
You
Don’t blame me if i didn’t say it at all
You
Forgive me for my weakness
You
Please try to know me as really I’m
you
know no body can feel what i feel ?!
you
can just feel it!
You
Can see it from my eyes
You
Can touch it in my actions
You
Can go know....!!!
Hands up let’s sing it again
3...2...1
Let’s have fun
You you you you
You’re the most charming one i saw in my life!
What ever happen to me ?!i can’t forget you!
Is it worse for you to have me?
Is it better for me to have you?
So what ?!

الثلاثاء، أبريل 05، 2011

Sorry


Sorry

 
Sorry for nothing
It doesn’t mean anything?
It never does, it doesn’t!
Sorry
You was her
She was you
The one who believe in some one
Sorry
For your worst Experience
Sorry
For my 1st, best experience
Sorry
I’ll not miss you again
We never belong to each other
Sorry
When I meet you for the 1st time
I thought that you’re looking for something
You miss something
Sorry
I ignored all of that
And started with you
Sorry
I’ll not mean anything in your whole life
But you mean all things in my life
Sorry
It’s going to be not anymore
Sorry
No more feeling
No more emotions
No more dreams with you
No more anything
Sorry
Give me gaiter
Let’s play it 
One sound
Let’s  scream it
No more
Sorry
No more
Emotions
Sorry
Compose it
Three
Two
One
Let’s go
Let’s climb the mountain
It’s not impossible
It’s not very hard
Just hard
Its dream
Hands up
Move it
Sing it
It’s our last song
Our love
No love
No cry
No walk over shells
No playing around
Good bye my lover
Good bye my chance
Good bye my relatives
Good bye
Never say
Sorry again
Cuz no gain without pain
Sorry


 passer
عابر سبیل
long time ago